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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

have you wonder why i never blog for so long already ?

because i almost made the desicion to cut away this blog of mine .
i wonder why have i been writing my blog all ths while .
how come i had so much time to blog .
and i wonder who is always reading my blog with no life or expression .
or whether i accidently hurt someones or break someones feeling when he / she reads it .
http://cheekyandgay.blogspot.com
heh . what a crappy one .
actually i tot of saying a biggy bye bye to it today .
but then , something is stopping me .
and i dont know what is it .

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have you wonder why i never blog for so long already ?

because i almost made the desicion to cut away this blog of mine .
i wonder why have i been writing my blog all ths while .
how come i had so much time to blog .
and i wonder who is always reading my blog with no life or expression .
or whether i accidently hurt someones or break someones feeling when he / she reads it .
http://cheekyandgay.blogspot.com
heh . what a crappy one .
actually i tot of saying a biggy bye bye to it today .
but then , something is stopping me .
and i dont know what is it .

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

english paper is so fun !
i like what i wrote today for my paper 1 .
paper 2 was challenging . but i kinda enjoy doing it .
i hope i pass //////

after that , fucking teoh was beingg an irritating kid and begged me to help him paint the wall .
so yeah , i helped him . it was so much fun . i didnt know art is cool . we talked about so many many many many stuff lahs . but then , i got bored and then started to paint my left shoe yellow and green , while my right shoe was still 80% 'white' .
i went home awkwardly , i tell you . but im proud of myself . i painted my shoe with my finger and some poeple say the tonning was kinda kewl . kekeke ! and i am not an artist (:

but i bought a new shoe for $9.90 after that . budget bebe !

i feel good about myself today . bcoz i really studied today with kechik . biology is a hooray !!

okey . i love playing with power ranger . and im still waiting for power ranger to save me .

to diana and shahaireen , happy 5 months of loving loving .
& im a proud mama for both of you !!! hehs /

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

bestfriend and buddy have been complaining that i have not been blogging .
i doonoe . like lazy lahs .
no motivation.
no excitment.
no love.
hahas .
everyday is like the same to me .
i woke up in the morning .
reached on time in school .
see the teachers face .
suhaimi bullies me .
some idiots will like sms me in class
then called me 'small gas' if i dun reply.
people like leonard teoh .
so glad that his gf is in singapore .
hahs !!
lesser beban for me .
but lately , im admiring someone . haha .
funny isnt it .
i was with faliq for almost 2 months .
then at the same tyme , i have a bf for 12 days .
tho i dun love him and we broke up 2 days bfore ndp
and 3 days after that , im admiring someone .
wth .
but 2 days ago , something so emotional happen .
i made my beloved firdaus ismail cried .
actually he was touched la .
and ya fir , i know you cry .
-endless love !-
but i was also so touched by him .
he let go what he has been hiding from me for the past 15 months
of friendship ?
& i enjoy being so manje with him .
coz he sound so cute !
and ya , i love him to the living hell .
and shahaireen is the bestest shit ever lahs .
i cant believe im telling him everything about me .
hahs .
its so easy to talk to him . and i dun feel shy and i dont know why .
& i run to him whenever i need someone to shout at or to scream at or to cry on .
because he stays to bloddy near to me .
and watching the empty sky in the middle of no where is fun !!
yes bestfriend , we ROCK !!
mhh . i think feeya and aidil are very cute couple .
go see their blog .
http://telorbelo.blogspot.com
aidil aidil ..
i like aidil .
i like aidil so very much .
i like his sincererity the most .
aidil is very nice to people and to me .
and i dun know how to repay his budi back ..
but all i could afford is to be there if he ever need me
and hold on to our strong friendship we created last year .
yeah , i remember the 24 hour smsing and the late late late night talk .
and how he got worried when he says i was changing .
and even when i was changing to some monster at tht moment , i cant believe that he still want to stand strongly beside me .
haiz , i regret mistreating u at that time .
buddy , forgive me yeah ?
//
i guess i dont need a bf to make me happy .
because these 3 people can give me happiness for a lyfetyme
that a 'boyfriend' cannot buy .

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

yesterday was my day . and today unfortunately , was shahaireen day .
he fought with my idiot .
and i pray that they will be okay soon .
i know they will .
you know , im so touched by elroy wong today .
it has been a long tyme since someone really motivates me to study .
and i will study hard for n level .
and one of the reason why i want to stay on is because i do not want to
leave elroy behind at deyi alone .
I AM SO TOUCHED lahss !
so , i will study hard starting from now .
in fact i already started revising on my fnn .
studying wit fir thru a phone is so fun .
im the teacher and fir is the student .
haahs .
i bet firdaus learned alot on proteins , fats and vitamins today .
today was our classs photo-taking day .
and elroy felt like my bf for once .
and yes elroy , we are so so gonna look like gf and bf in the sch mag !
I LOVE

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

today is nightmare .
something horrible happened.
and im afraid .
i hate him .
but luckily , bestfriend came to my rescue and sang a horrible song for me .
and i felt better .
thankyou bestfriend .
i'll remember today that you made me felt better .
and i was surprised that faliq still cares .
okay dearest , i'll take care and stay out of him .
and damn , i miss him like crazy .
im just waiting for the day that he would give me a great big warm hug .
he is so nice to me sometimes
and he can be very cold towards me everytime
but i guess i have to understand his situation .
love .
and it was such fun playing girlfriend with firdaus .
firdaus is such a cute touching playing boyfriend of mine .
firyana rawk lahss .

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Monday, July 31, 2006

i know i had been such a lazy asshole to update my blog these days .
i dont know why either .
it had been 2 freaking weeks already .
mhh . i had modelling lesson yesterday.
and someone from m5 backstab me , from the front . and fuck her alright .
wth . i was the only one from the old batch.
what can she expect .
sometime , people with the most potential and the most pretty face doesnt use
the freaky brains to think .
and its time to drift away .
even though i want to stay on . and i really do .
no use waiting or thinking . these past weeks had wasted my time
waiting for sometime great to happen
and also scarred my heart .
i feel cheated sometime .
but i shouldnt have that feeling coz u promised that u wont do that to me .
maybe distants seperates us .
unfortunately , that cant be help .
our time was short .
but hey , it had been fun .
we created a special relationship together .

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Friday, July 21, 2006

happy racial harmony day ((:



the bestfriends (: shah and liyana . catFIGHTER and catWALKER
muhd elroy bin wong =Drecess is lame .
recess is lame time .

liyana and liyana
if i have a chance to squeese his face , i will . act cute !


hello everybody !!
happy racial harmony dayy .
it feels great to see the chinese wearing malay costume . but someone pissed me of today !!
LEONARD TEOH !
he asked me to bring a bajung kurung for him and i iron that thing for until like
12.30 am yesterday night .
and this morning he went to school and see none of his classmate wearing .
so he decided not to wear too .
if i have a chance to parang off his body , i will !
and my yellow bag zip came off .
my bag feel so naked .
and ohh ya , i saw the way how fahmi look at me when my kebaya and jeans .
as if he wants to seduce me or something .
caught him a coulple of times.
so scaryy !
but cool //
and suhaimi sudah nyanyok . and i never see that side of him before .
this kind of moment that was spent with him in class and in school must be treasured .
and this was the year that had brought us closer together .
because we hardly talk before .
thank you for retaining ((:
also , good bye everybody !
im going to kuala lumpur tomorrow for a vacation .
nyehahah !
till , i don know when .
monday ? tuesday ?
hehhe .
AND i miss that bad boy by the name of faliq fahmi .

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