I AM AN IDIOT

2006-09-05T17:49:00.001+08:00

have you wonder why i never blog for so long already ?

because i almost made the desicion to cut away this blog of mine .
i wonder why have i been writing my blog all ths while .
how come i had so much time to blog .
and i wonder who is always reading my blog with no life or expression .
or whether i accidently hurt someones or break someones feeling when he / she reads it .
http://cheekyandgay.blogspot.com
heh . what a crappy one .
actually i tot of saying a biggy bye bye to it today .
but then , something is stopping me .
and i dont know what is it .

2006-09-05T17:49:00.000+08:00

2006-08-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

english paper is so fun !
i like what i wrote today for my paper 1 .
paper 2 was challenging . but i kinda enjoy doing it .
i hope i pass //////

after that , fucking teoh was beingg an irritating kid and begged me to help him paint the wall .
so yeah , i helped him . it was so much fun . i didnt know art is cool . we talked about so many many many many stuff lahs . but then , i got bored and then started to paint my left shoe yellow and green , while my right shoe was still 80% 'white' .
i went home awkwardly , i tell you . but im proud of myself . i painted my shoe with my finger and some poeple say the tonning was kinda kewl . kekeke ! and i am not an artist (:

but i bought a new shoe for $9.90 after that . budget bebe !

i feel good about myself today . bcoz i really studied today with kechik . biology is a hooray !!

okey . i love playing with power ranger . and im still waiting for power ranger to save me .

to diana and shahaireen , happy 5 months of loving loving .
& im a proud mama for both of you !!! hehs /

2006-08-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

bestfriend and buddy have been complaining that i have not been blogging .

i doonoe . like lazy lahs .

no motivation.

no excitment.

no love.

hahas .

everyday is like the same to me .

i woke up in the morning .

reached on time in school .

see the teachers face .

suhaimi bullies me .

some idiots will like sms me in class

then called me 'small gas' if i dun reply.

people like leonard teoh .

so glad that his gf is in singapore .

hahs !!

lesser beban for me .

but lately , im admiring someone . haha .

funny isnt it .

i was with faliq for almost 2 months .

then at the same tyme , i have a bf for 12 days .

tho i dun love him and we broke up 2 days bfore ndp

and 3 days after that , im admiring someone .

wth .

but 2 days ago , something so emotional happen .

i made my beloved firdaus ismail cried .

actually he was touched la .

and ya fir , i know you cry .

-endless love !-

but i was also so touched by him .

he let go what he has been hiding from me for the past 15 months

of friendship ?

& i enjoy being so manje with him .

coz he sound so cute !

and ya , i love him to the living hell .

and shahaireen is the bestest shit ever lahs .

i cant believe im telling him everything about me .

hahs .

its so easy to talk to him . and i dun feel shy and i dont know why .

& i run to him whenever i need someone to shout at or to scream at or to cry on .

because he stays to bloddy near to me .

and watching the empty sky in the middle of no where is fun !!

yes bestfriend , we ROCK !!

mhh . i think feeya and aidil are very cute couple .

go see their blog .

http://telorbelo.blogspot.com

aidil aidil ..

i like aidil .

i like aidil so very much .

i like his sincererity the most .

aidil is very nice to people and to me .

and i dun know how to repay his budi back ..

but all i could afford is to be there if he ever need me

and hold on to our strong friendship we created last year .

yeah , i remember the 24 hour smsing and the late late late night talk .

and how he got worried when he says i was changing .

and even when i was changing to some monster at tht moment , i cant believe that he still want to stand strongly beside me .

haiz , i regret mistreating u at that time .

buddy , forgive me yeah ?

i guess i dont need a bf to make me happy .

because these 3 people can give me happiness for a lyfetyme

that a 'boyfriend' cannot buy .

2006-08-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my day . and today unfortunately , was shahaireen day .

he fought with my idiot .

and i pray that they will be okay soon .

i know they will .

you know , im so touched by elroy wong today .

it has been a long tyme since someone really motivates me to study .

and i will study hard for n level .

and one of the reason why i want to stay on is because i do not want to

leave elroy behind at deyi alone .

I AM SO TOUCHED lahss !

so , i will study hard starting from now .

in fact i already started revising on my fnn .

studying wit fir thru a phone is so fun .

im the teacher and fir is the student .

haahs .

i bet firdaus learned alot on proteins , fats and vitamins today .

today was our classs photo-taking day .

and elroy felt like my bf for once .

and yes elroy , we are so so gonna look like gf and bf in the sch mag !

I LOVE

2006-08-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

today is nightmare .

something horrible happened.

and im afraid .

i hate him .

but luckily , bestfriend came to my rescue and sang a horrible song for me .

and i felt better .

thankyou bestfriend .

i'll remember today that you made me felt better .

and i was surprised that faliq still cares .

okay dearest , i'll take care and stay out of him .

and damn , i miss him like crazy .

im just waiting for the day that he would give me a great big warm hug .

he is so nice to me sometimes

and he can be very cold towards me everytime

but i guess i have to understand his situation .

love .

and it was such fun playing girlfriend with firdaus .

firdaus is such a cute touching playing boyfriend of mine .

firyana rawk lahss .

2006-07-31T19:03:00.000+08:00

i know i had been such a lazy asshole to update my blog these days .

i dont know why either .

it had been 2 freaking weeks already .

mhh . i had modelling lesson yesterday.

and someone from m5 backstab me , from the front . and fuck her alright .

wth . i was the only one from the old batch.

what can she expect .

sometime , people with the most potential and the most pretty face doesnt use

the freaky brains to think .

and its time to drift away .

even though i want to stay on . and i really do .

no use waiting or thinking . these past weeks had wasted my time

waiting for sometime great to happen

and also scarred my heart .

i feel cheated sometime .

but i shouldnt have that feeling coz u promised that u wont do that to me .

maybe distants seperates us .

unfortunately , that cant be help .

our time was short .

but hey , it had been fun .

we created a special relationship together .

2006-07-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

happy racial harmony day ((:

the bestfriends (: shah and liyana . catFIGHTER and catWALKER
muhd elroy bin wong =Drecess is lame .
recess is lame time .

liyana and liyana
if i have a chance to squeese his face , i will . act cute !

hello everybody !!

happy racial harmony dayy .

it feels great to see the chinese wearing malay costume . but someone pissed me of today !!

LEONARD TEOH !

he asked me to bring a bajung kurung for him and i iron that thing for until like

12.30 am yesterday night .

and this morning he went to school and see none of his classmate wearing .

so he decided not to wear too .

if i have a chance to parang off his body , i will !

and my yellow bag zip came off .

my bag feel so naked .

and ohh ya , i saw the way how fahmi look at me when my kebaya and jeans .

as if he wants to seduce me or something .

caught him a coulple of times.

so scaryy !

but cool //

and suhaimi sudah nyanyok . and i never see that side of him before .

this kind of moment that was spent with him in class and in school must be treasured .

and this was the year that had brought us closer together .

because we hardly talk before .

thank you for retaining ((:

also , good bye everybody !

im going to kuala lumpur tomorrow for a vacation .

nyehahah !

till , i don know when .

monday ? tuesday ?

hehhe .

AND i miss that bad boy by the name of faliq fahmi .

2006-07-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

woah . i have not been blogging for so long .

you know why ? coz i was too addicted to MYSPACE !!

you know why ? coz i think it contains nicotine .

this week , im making A LOT ALOT ALOOOT of friends .

and im a happy girl .

okay . its midnight now . and tmr is racial harmony day .

happy racial harony EVERYBODY !!

lets be a harmony harmony people living in harmony enviroment .

good night .

2006-07-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

wednesday and thursday was our e -learning day .

its like studying online .

and i dont really like the idea of e-learning . but i do like the idea of not attending to school when other student still have to wake up really early just to go to school . hahar !

but for band members , we have remedial lessons to cover up what we have missed in the afternoon.

the afternoon part pissed me off . fairus have been wanting to meet me and he promised to meet me at the library at 4.30 yesterday.

but when i called him , he never picked up a few times .

so i smsed him and i told him

' i hate you . '

so i went home straight .

ehkk no , me farhana and kechik went to eat banquet first .

i ate BAN MIAN ! this time , its really nice .

i still rem the first tyme i bought it with shah and kechik .

that tyme it taste awful .and i didnt even finish at least half of it .

nana told me that me and joshua will be the mc of the farewell night .

ohh goody !!

went home and brother and me washed the car !!

siblings lovee !

ohh ya , today is the 14th and it is the car 1 month birthdayyy !!!

that night , i followed my bro to see his girlfriend !

pretty thang .

fairus called me at night and explained to me .

he could at least sms me and tell me that he has to go to the hospital .

but

APOLOGY ACCEPTED! ((:

thursday is nothing much .

because i kant remember what happened .

and today !

after school i went to aidil house .

to watch pirates of the carribeans part 1 .

shaf and taufik was there too .

and aidil moms' punyer mee bandung is hot hot hot !!

we shall do this again some other time and bring feeya too .

haaha

than we can crap together

and see how fast shaf can go to sleep .

yeahh .

everytime i go pondok , i always meet new people //

((:

okayy . im addicted to MYSPACE !

2006-07-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

i went to suhaimi house just now to rot . and damn ! he looks and behave like my brother .

he wore singlet and shorts like my brother and he snatch the computer whenever im in the middle of something just like my brother !!

and as irritating as my brother .

AND IM IN LOVE !

with danial and danish //

so cute and adorable and cubby

and i wanna bring them home !!

these two siblings looks like arabs .

hot hot toodlers !

erk!!

mhh . sullaiman sent me home and he was talking about pemandang indah .

erkk . i close my ears and hears nothing !! bla bla bla .

no way .

i believe im still a part of faliq .

and my promise towards faliq still stays.

but really , i cant wait to tell shah about how man was trying to bring me to the

pemandang indah .so that me and shah could have a great laugh ,

hahas.

firdaus is the one damn person who would really sacriface his time to make me happy .

especially these days when he know he is needed by me .

talking to him on the phone is crazy .

we talked about everything that is not important .

like the durians . hahas .

and i like his girfriend (:

emm.

I LOVE PETITE !

so i found out who is my secret admirer .

can i be your secret admirer too ?

hehs.

love !!!

2006-07-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

hello . welcome to gordon industrial park.
there they are .
this was their new vocalist .

his name is.. erkk. i forgot to ask !!

faiz , adi , new vocalist , man and izzul !
rockers babe ?

LOUDER THAN WORDS

sullaiman and shah fall on me when they were doing those violent moments !

2006-07-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

someone told me that ..
''happiness from a relationship last just for awhile , but happiness from a friendship last forever''

and ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRDAUS ISMAIL <3

firdaus ismail , happy birthday . im like so freaking happy that our friendship last more than a year . plus it is a very special friendship .we never met each other before and we hold on to our friendship thru our freaking phones . coolness huh . no doubts that there were hiccups in our friendship for the last 6 months and we just never contact . its all my fault for physcoing you to love ur [ex]girlfriend . i didnt know she was a MINAH tudung . and i regret scolding you to love your [ex] girlfriend. see laa .. that slut has cause our friendship to be corrupted. made me cry when fir told me that his [ex] girlfriend wants him to stop contacting me . slut .

there were so many many belo memories i cant forget . like when the one i pretended to be ain and gave you touching advice till you almost cry . then we suddently fall for each other than kept quite about it . and when we tell each other about our love life , dirty dirty secrets and our horny moments . hahas !! we just can communicate with each other so well lahs .
but what i love most bout him is his sexy heart-melting voice !!
you just have to listen to his voice. hehs !

well, firyana will last forever because i find my happiness when there is him .

firyana .

2006-07-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

MY HEART IS ACHING LIKE CRAZY !!

according to myspace , faliq love niny AND niny love faliq

sometime i wonder what faliq is thinking .

he sakit hati when i wave at amin .

well , my hati more sakit when i see their myspace !!

kill him.

stab him.

shoot him.

bang him.

strangle him.

bite him.

dead.

2006-07-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

hello . welcome to sentosa.

liyana + liyana = twinzees !!

butts UP , cheekies ; qiu ling and liyanaezzaty
i wonder how danial body will look like in 20 years time .. i pity tan wei jian coz he cant touch the salt water . so he cant join the fun .
these shadows will haunt tanjong katong back !! we are still happy even after not winning the comp //
picnic bebeh !!
danial maxim
the making of danial extreme make over
taadaa // the result . see the sharpness ?
deyi band still rawk okayy //
okay . good bye sentosa .

so after i left sentosa , i met my faliq fahmi .

his hair is still so cute with that lil tail sticking out .

we wenta plaza singapura coz he wanted to my mp3.

amin passed me . i knew its him because i know the perfume .

i said hi to amin and faliq fahmi sakit hati .

it is really sweet to see faliq get jealous u know . hehs .

amin just wave back at me and went straight back to the shop.

i expected more actually .

and also , i told faliq how much ninywiny display picture irritated me.

and he promised to tell her to change.

then we wenta town .

faliq fahmi doesnt wear boxer and doesnt wear briefs.

so go figure out what he wears under that pants . hahas .

then bad past memories was reflected back on me .

it makes me feel sad to be reminded about the past .

but what to do . i just love faliq fahmi .

2006-07-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

ninywiny makes me jealous.

eventhough both of them met before he met me ,

it is still a painful sight to my eyes.

i just cant stop myself from not visiting his myspace.

now i know how he feel like when i wave to other guys.

but mine is worst .

it hurts so much that sometime i feel like taking a parang and cut of my eyes.

i even feel like crying.

and im afraid to tell faliq to ask her to change .

it is his friend , i know

it is her myspace and i have no right

but cant she put other pic ?

but im trying not to make a big deal out of it .

it might make him mad.

and i don want faliq to leave me .

i love him.

2006-07-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

tanjong katong military band

S . U . C . K .

freaking copycats . they are a bunch of assholes !

and

DEYI MILITARY BAND

hates copycats !

wtf.

luckily this was my last syf .

i dun have to go thru this awful feeling again ever !!

08 batch , good luck and KICK those asshole shitbag OUT !!

wtf.

so mad .

anw , congrats to WONG SHUN WAI for the BESTDRUM MAJOR AWARD !!

my dearest saxophonies, mummy is sooo proud of you pple .

especially my sec 1 ; aidil and kumar .

and shima for not breaking down .

you make me so proud of you just now .

esp the confities for aidil.*CLAPS**

for not looking like a fool for kumar.

i love my saxophonies like hell . <3

one section one heart .

tk suck.

2006-06-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

please excuse me for not updating my blog .

im too tired . i will get back to it after things got settle .

good bye .

23062006

2006-06-23T15:03:00.000+08:00

i miss him like crazy . faliq fahmi <3

2006-06-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

recap for the past 4 days ;

last satuday i have that bugis icon. it was a tiring assigment and i look like beachy tai tai with the hair , the dress and the shoe .

i think i looked really odd .well , i can tell thru bestfriend and idiot face when they saw me .

and buddy laught at me .

then at 8 my sayang came from sentosa to picked me up . he was drunk !

BARON , LONG ISLAND & BARCADI , the liquor i always wanted to drink .

then we wenta esplanade and his taste was like orange juice .

and my sayang is the most sweetest star ever lahs .he was jealous that i wave to strangers .

touching seyy . this was the ferst time i managed to make someone jealous .

honey , i promise i will stop being cheeky <3

we had bugis icon too on sunday . this tyme , i love the way i look ! faliq fahmi shoud have seen it . but unfortunately , he was at melaka . wenta home with my bestfriend and sullaiman.

thinking bout pemandangan yang indah makes me and bestfriend laugh to loudly sey .

and im eyeing for this 3 quarter pants at bugis . its pretty and cheap !! i WANT !!

monday marked the ferst day i spent the whole day at band camp and i miss faliq fahmi like crazy !! and my group BACH , they just couldnt make it lahs . im like so not into this band camp . the feeling for band camp is gone.

and today , i was sent home coz right now my temperature is 39.5 degree . high fever sucks lahs . for the ferst tyme , im so afraid of air con . and i wore 2 layar of jacket to keep me warm but it didnt help. what i need is a warm hug from faliq fahmi . i miss that hot hot guy so much .

and i love him like crazy.

160606

2006-06-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

faliq is hot . faliq is cute . faliq is tall .faliq is everything ! and i love him banyak- banyak <3>

faliq is the love of all love and

i love him for his love because his love is the purest love i ever get.

its LOVE , people . LOVE !!

kiss kiss.

okayokay , today is a hell day with faliq fahmi .

yellow yellow day .

silent hill.

meet his CUTE mom.

bugis icon dress selection.

colourful tube dress.

walk walk

eat eat .

ESPLANADE .

kiss kiss.

love love .

sayang sayang

im a great fan of faliq fahmi . well , he is the love .

160606

2006-06-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

damn . i think there is something wrong with my blog . its not arranged according to the dates . pple , just be patient aight .

now is faliq fahmi and liyana ezzaty day !!

and im gonna get ready now .

HEARTS OUT !! <3

12062006

2006-06-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

it was BUDDY DAY out today . spent much fun tyme with my buddy , aidil ! he hasnt change abit sey but i'll love him the way he is. <3 .

so anw , we took noeprints at j8 . i love the pics but he belo lahs .. the neoprint was printed out in 3 columms when there are only the 2 of us . how belo could he be . but partly my fault lahs coz im the one who touched the screen . but HE , didnt tell me that i was wrong !then after the short fight we go serbu the KFC BUDDY MEAL ! we are buddies so must serbu the BUDDY MEAL ! if not , what are BUDDY MEALS for . we had great tyme eating together lahs . and i found out that aidil has a girlfriend ! oh sofia .. she joined us after he ate .she is a great great girl lahs . very friendly (:

then haikal the kuda come . gosh , he is like a non-stop story teller . ader je story story dier . hahas . ayiba- yi ba ! then aidil and haikal accompanied me to central to buy light bulb and chiken rice .

after that we go carpark and i saw a big big orange moon . so big that i could never believe my eyes . i stood up and accidently step on aidil legs and fell backwards.theyy laughed at me !! and there is an internal bleeding on my hand . pluss , my butt hurts ! -_-

do you noe that 3 of us resemble an animal?

liyanaezzaty = moomoo , cow , lembu [ coz i accidently ate a cows brain]

aidil = kambing [his janggot !]

haikal = stallion , kuda [ his horse-like hair ]

today was AW AW AW AW AWESOME !!

this friday , i have a date . with the dearest dearest FALIQ ! <3

11062006

2006-06-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

me and andrew !

the day ! its m5 gathering day at shenton way and i wore a dress ! a pretty one . and i cant asked for my siblings opinion on how i look . they just doesnt know my kind of fashion . but i know i look good. i remembered once cedric told me that believe that you are pretty and you will be pretty. sound a bit weird la but i believe him . and me.

and the rain spoilt the whole thing . it rained so heavily sey !! luckily hero nigel melcom save me and kechik day . he sheltered us all the way to our destination . i saw some old faces like nigel , jeremy and alex , shafiq plus the cuteness andrew !! gosh , i miss them like so much . and guess who was the host of the event .. faris and cherly !!! overall , the hosting wasnt that bad but the show sucked a little bit because its singing all the way . and it is in chinese . and we have to sit on the floor !! but i love meeting the old pple .

so after that , we wenta town to eat our dinner . me , shafiq , kechik , faris and faliq[shafiq fren] .

i was so clumpsy ! i almost slipped and fall in the mrt and the whole cabin saw it ! and faliq was laughing at me loudly . so malu .. then after dinner , we wenta far east for nothing and faliq and shafiq have nothing to do and throw tissue paper on my hair and me on my everywhere ! and i think faris was a lil irritated coz they behave like a 10 year old kid . but it was such fun ! and im glad that kechik was having fun too . and shafiq is one cheeky guy . hahas . but i enjoy today .

andrew wanna date me out . oh dear ..

10062006

2006-06-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

10062006 , its Sukri Lee Wei Wang birthday . remeber that muslim- chinese- talking -malay guy i was hooked with 4 years ago in deyi military band ? well , i do . and i remebered the past so clearly . so today is his birthday and im so glad i didnt forget his birthday .

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY LEE WEI WANG !!

again , we have band practice today . nco marching has a great start by hentak kaki and we have to hold a cup filled with water to its rim then do our hentak kaki . great . went to national stadium to practice . alot of pple participating for ndp was there . cool //

and lately , everyday , faris have been smsing with me like the whole day .it never stops till late night . and yesterday , we talked on the phone from my house till i left the house to i meet shah to faiz place to hougang mall to inside of the bus to eating old chang kie until i reached home !
and shah , im sorry i didnt layan you dat much yesterday . i regret .

well aniway, im finally getta see faris again tomorrow after i straight week of smsing ! he & cherly will be the host for tommorow event . oh yes , he will be the star ! im so excited lahs for tomorrow . faris , who have been hoping i would wear a dress thinks that im gonna wear my cargo pants and sleevless . ahahs . sweet , you will be surprise ! faris is also 1 choosy person who prefers healthy foods and hate fast food . he is one sick guy . sick .. ! ahahs !

okay . good nite pple and sweets !

06062006

2006-06-06T20:18:00.001+08:00

oh ya , m5 models will be doing the 'bugis icon' on the 17th june .

do come and support the function there at bugis from 5 - 8 pm .

thanks :)

06062006

2006-06-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

ouh . today is the 6 of june 2006 . 060606 . how cute .

sometimes , i love deyi military band even thought sometime i hate to come for it . i enjoy the moment when i start screaming at members to run . like just now .. everybody was suppose to run to the hall but they were all walking , taking their own sweet time . no nco shouting or screaming . then came me . i scream "RUN .. run run run run run '' . and they ran like mad cows. so funny and cute . and besides, i enjoy motivating the band . its shows the nicer part of me . but sometime , i need motivation too . but i do get motivation from my berok =D.

drills session today was crazy . we did nothing else but hentak kaki . for like 45 mins . pple sweating till their tshirt are all wet , faces getting paler and paler , poor timer losing her voice and nco motivating each other . but it is always the same pple motivating the band . wonder what happen to the other nco .. well nco , together we do the different in the band !!

espirit de' corp

05062006

2006-06-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

im sorry , lately i was too lazy to update .

nothing much to talk actually .

a quick recap .

-jali and i has called for a timeoff .

-i wasnt in for the damn watson . $17 gone in thin airs ..

-the whole group now knows the secret.

-i spend much time with my godbrothers now .

-and kechik and idiot and bestfriend .

-eddy pierced his face .

-shopping on alternate days .

and yesterday , i went back to my agency . woah . many new faces. so many indon now .

i saw some of the phunk bar batch like jeremy , cherry and asyraf.

they missed me and i missed them too.they were doing a casting about the bugis icon that is gonna happen sumwhere this month .im way way way excited coz we getta keep their clothes sponser by them !! and i met new freinds like joey and faris and some other idon gerls.and william gave me free acting classes coz i was bored. and the class was a WHACK !

joey was a total cuteness!

i think i improved alot in my acting lahs.i love acting classes.and there were so many kecohrable moments. i remember what jin shiang say '' i need to SHIT with you'' when actually it was supposed to be 'i need to speak to you' . ahahas.and he almost broke the door lahs. coz he tried to force open the door.it was an anger scene you see. cute la!

I LOVE M5 !! <3

and i was so shocked to find out that faris was a boon lay band member. he was an euphonium assistence leader.graduated last year.so we talked about band band band all the way till i got home.faris hates fast food . but still , he treated me. it was nice talking to him lahs till now.and this coming sun ,11062006, m5 having gathering2 at family KTV lounge at shenton. he wants to see me in dress.and im shy .

today outing with diana was crazy ! we went to bugis to collect my sister notes at hartford institute.then went on a search to find me a dress. walk and walk and walk and i finally bought a pretty dress . and we did the menyampah moments which is to find me a shoe . idiot hates the menyampah moment.sorry honey !

i love the on-the-way-home and the sushi moments.go read diana blog . im sure she will have the updates on that =D

oh ya. elroy , THANK YOU honey! i love you tonx ! <3>

24052006

2006-05-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

i went casting for the models promotion launch today . and the journey there was HORRIBLE !
it was supposed to start at 9 am at no.80 thompson road[as i was told by gaya] . i went out of my house at 8.45am already plan to take a cab there bcos i doonoe where the hack was it . i wave to the cab . the cab stops right in front of me. the driver was a lady (: i told the driver to send me to no.80 thompson road. she got a little confuse as she herself never heard of no.80 thompson road . so she ask me to call my friend . i called gaya while she was driving towards thompson road . gaya picked up and told me to go and meet him at lau pa sat or something. so i told the driver to go to lau pa sat . driver got shocked. decreased the speed and said ' huh ? lau pa sat is at robinson road . at the other side .' by then , my taxi fare was already like $5 .wth . it was robinson road and not thompson road . i passed 3 ERP which cost me $3.50. FUCK .
and BINGO !! total amount i HAVE to pay was $17.20 when it should be only like $10 >$12 if i have not gone pass the thompson road . gaya, robinson road and thompson road is huge massive different . like $7 different :'(

the casting went alright . they brief us all those thing we need to know about BRUT perfume . i like the uniform .its so pretty . only if i could keep the uniform with me for the rest of the time , which is impossible. i hv to return to them after the assignment . anw , im taking at marina square . 3rd , 4th , 9th ,10th , 11th, 25th, 30th june and 2nd july . mom , im making some money for you . and me .

aft the casting , i went to plaza singapura . shah promised to accompany me to see someone there . he laugh at me bcos i pronouced yamaha as yahama. i still dun see the diff when pronoucing it . does it really sound like linaya when it is actually liyana ? mhh..

so .. i finally saw amin . my heart pound so hard when i saw him for the ferst tyme aft so long.his hair is ash blonde . his hair is long . i still prefer him in black and shorter spiky hair , like before.and gosh , he is going to to dye his hair ORANGE ..but his perfume is still the same before we got seperated . and he wears my necklace i gave him . i thought he threw it away . but he didnt . hahas. and he is going to keep me accompany when i return home from marina square .
<3>

after that , we have no place to go . so me , idiot and bestfriend played pool . again , i sucked at it . but thanks guy fer giving me motivation . ^_^ . i'll try my best the next tyme we play .

oh ya . those who missed me in teenage mag for may issue , there is still me in teenage june issue . page 84 . same picture as the may one . ugly .

okay , good nite .

21052006

2006-05-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

i made a friend yesterday . his name is **** . and today mark the second day of our friendship and we celebrate it at his house , watching ORANGE C.... [something somewhere lahs]
and hey , im taller than you !! he is nice and naughty .

after that , i went to watch 'over the hedge' with kechik and her brother at marina square .
i want that fila bag badly . not that i dun have the money , but i didnt have tyme to get it aft the show . adi and faiz and his gf ,YATI[yeah , finally got the name right] wanted to meet us at esplanade. so fine .. there goes the bag .

and ya . got a very very very shocking news when i got home .
and i cant say it out . i have promised.

shh ..

19052006

2006-05-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

what awful waste .
someone so handsome fell in love with a chinese-eurasion brat .
what a disgrace . shall not mention who .

today is boring .
this is the 4th time i switched on the computer today .
i went home straight after fnn paper and not feeling regret for wasting 16 marks .
the future-in - laws was at home .
didnt bother to entertain them .
got changed and went to central to return sufian his cd . bestfriend wanna tag along .
showed bestfriend wad pantyliner is .
bestfriend , pantyliner is NOT a g-string .
ohh ya , sufian gave me his email .
add him in friendster.
his girlfriend is half chinese half malay .
in-laws gave me 30 bucks . hahas.
fuck , i am a fickle lover . FUCK !

good night .

19052006

2006-05-19T13:46:00.000+08:00

im glad that now , sufian is my friend . not a stranger any more .
hot chocolate with extra chocolate powder please :)

17052006

2006-05-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

'gal,i'll do everything if you were here with me. do anything you want and anything you need . i never thought dat i got feel the way i do . but now i wanna spend the rest of my life witg you . coz , everyday as we are apart , i'm shoving myself you here in my heart . and everynight before i went to sleep , im dreaming dat soon u be here with me .

heaven , heaven know heaven can you help , i'm looking her eyes , now she's all i see. heaven know , heaven can u help me , i'm down on my knees.heaven, heaven know heaven can u help , im here for her love for eternity . heaven knows , heaven can you help me , im down on my knees, plz help me.'

well, amy sent me ths msg at 2 am in the morning . he said that he send to only special person . mhh , but why me . i never even met him before .

sufian is officially my friend . i just wish him luck in nursing once he quit cafe galilae . hope that him and his gf would live happily . hopefully he would listen to my opinion not to take army . and once he stop serving me hot chocolate at the cafe , i hope he would remember the girl who thinks that he is so freaking special and a very super duper nice dude . sufian , good luck ! :'(

oh ya . today is idiot and bestfriend 2 months anniversary ! yeay !! so proud of you two ..
well , 2 months down and the rest or your lives to go ... go go go !!
message to idiot : take care of shah and treasure him okayy . dun fight with him always okayy .. (:
message to bestfriend : eh babi , u dun do anything that could harm my idiot . or else ... you know - i know . UNDERSTAND !!
message to the both of you : thank you fer trying to help me with giving a hint to that sufian . i appreciate it , dahlinggss!

em . last sunday , my bro got into the finals for the DEWI DEWA fashion competition . im so proud for my brother . but he still have to do something about his smile coz he doesnt know how to smile !! his catwalk on that day wasnt that bad after i rushed to the backstage and told him the do and the dont's . he made used of it . well , thanks to the catwalk lesson i went to .hahas. yet he still doesnt know that im in the modelling . sister and mother are trying to make me jealous saying that my bro is going to be a model . well , unfortunately , i AM ALREADY a model . =D well bro , i wish you luck for ur finals on the 2 july at causeway point . im not gonna be there .
my boss gave the models an assignment on that day .. im making $$ !! hahas .

and i miss izzul hamizan so much .

06052006

2006-05-06T12:57:00.002+08:00

exams are coming nearer . its freaking me out .

things i have not prepare :-
/ my fnn coursework [ fuck . the last tyme i touch my fnn was last 2 weeks ago ]
/ study fer social study
/ replay back the physic basic [ i dont even get wad the basics means ]
/ fnn practical
/ geography

dead.

anyway , the last few days had been great . i will be cafe gallilae regular customer starting ths week . besides im loving it . that counter guy motivates me to pay regular visit to the library and to study . and i bet he enjoyed making me hot chocolate . now i dun even have to ask fer it . he automatically just know wad im gonna ask fer. plus he is 22 and tall and cute. in addition , he knows my name and i know his !! gagaga .

okay im gonna get ready to go to a buddist temple now to get my bursary worth $650 . i shall spend it wisely this time . and oh ya . bestfriend ask me to save up to buy that $30+ bag just like his . bestfriend mahs (:

okayy . chao now !

06052006

2006-05-06T12:57:00.000+08:00

stupid computer having virus !!

27042006

2006-04-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

i TOTALLY regret writing my previous post . i feel so bad to rozaidi .
just pretent u never read it or seen it bfore aite ,
honey . dee , im sorry .

well anyway , i love my new skin . guess who made it ... MY DEAREST IDIOT , DIANA !!
thankiew idiot :)
look at it . so cool .
look at it . so stylo lahss.
look at paris hilton breast . its FAKE !
just look at it mann !!

it had been like 2 weeks since i didnt blog .
a few stuff happen . a few stuff changed my life .

well . our deyi military band is no more a gold band but officially is a GOLD WITH HONOUR BAND. but the comp haven end . there is still grand final . yeay -_- .
and i cried in joy fer a very long tyme at the stadium .
SAXOPHONE ... one section one heart . yeah !!

i did mention that i appear in teenage magazine and surprisingly , i appear in teens magazine too by my m5 boss . and everybody kept asking whether i send my photo to the teenage mag . well , NO. im am a model of m5 artist & model management . speaking of m5 , i wonder when i will step back again to join the other model. i truely truely miss them much !! but i will have to tone down my skin colour . im so ....*** %%. yea//

i was supposed to do the art fiesta fashion show last wed . but i didnt attend their rehearsel on tues bcoz our band preparing fer the art fiesta ths coming sat . that sam lim replaced me bcoz he said that the rehearsel or wadever shit was so complicating . then on the actual day , i was so shocked and totally didnt regret coz the fashion show suck .the formation is so ugly . the models arent like models. they were looking down , walking instead of catwalking , kept on doin crap with their hand and their smiles are FAKE !!!!!
what a disgrace.
the only thing i love is farhana costume which i was supposed to be wearing instead of fatin -_-''

i do not want to comment about my love life . coz i fear i would hurt someone . abt i really miss that guy who love biting my nose while teaching me physic . when when ..

teachers are having rumors abt me and elroy . mrs lim caught me and elroy holding hands while we were on our way to canteen . its our tradition lahs . nip ple <3>

im goin gig ths sunday with idiot . i have decided to wear my tube top !! wahahas!

anyway amy , you write very good sensible phrases . i like receiving them every night .thankieew.

[that 22 sofiyan guy is so cute ! ]

16042006

2006-04-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

fahmi really loves me . well , i do really like him too //
azhar really wants me back . well , if only i love him too //
rozaidi is being a freak. well , i did love him //
liyanaezzaty is confused . well , im dead //

dear god , i did pray to you to send someone to love me . but not so many at the same time .. !!
oh gosh .. can i be nuetral . all are expecting something from me .. wad to say .. wad to say //

obviously , i cant think well right now . so much in my head i have to worry .
- my maths !! frequecy curve means and all those shitty stuff . i have test ths tues and i dun even noe a thing bout it !! whenever there is maths lessons, band members have to leave class for band . gonna fail :(
-my fnn !! i left my food works in the comp lab . btw , that foodwork cant be sace in the floppy disk . even if it does , my comp cant open it ! besides, i dun have time to crack my brains for my fnn . everyday got band ... im way way way behind . the date due is coming nearer and nearer. freaking me out .
-band competition !! i really really hope my dearest section will give their very very best on the actual day . aidil & kumar esp. ths whole week we have band practice . enjoying band everyday . 5 more days left .. worried and worries .

basically , my studies are way behind coz they are occupied with band band band . my s-cube too .. just when i tot s cube will help me but i have to go fer BAND ~!!

anw , fer the ferst tyme in my life , i appeared in teenage magazine, may issue, as a model representing my agency .. woohooo !! more and more pple found out my secret by reading teenage magazine.and i have such a great encouragement by vivi . and i will be doing art fiesta fasgion show in sch on the 28th april . ths is just the beginning ... gagagaga !!

10032006

2006-03-05T16:58:00.011+08:00

summary of the day //

nono. not so selenger until like thatttt .
do u wear pe tshirt or pe short .diana so belo mannn...
recalled our belo moments.wahahaha !!
bought green dot dot bag at topman for flm lover [syazwana]]
handsome boy accidently slapped me when he was actually supposed to hi-5 with me .
we had a good shy secretive talks.hahas//
got 1st fer biatholon !! woohoo . dragon boat rawk !!!
i've seen idiot naked .
we bath together . *shy*
yes idiot . both of you are very the compatible (:

130306

2006-03-05T16:58:00.010+08:00

sorry never update . no timee lahss...

i woked up at 9.30 . i was looking forward to bathing coz i cant wait to smell my hair after it got washed.niceeee..
watched teevee till 11am. got ready and met kechik at toa pa yoh . gave kechik that thing that i owe aidil. walked around toa pa yoh central to find my sleeping bag . smsed handsome boy all the way . supposed to meet him today at punggol.but it was sooo far . so i canceled it . even , he was LAZY to go out . finee..

wenta kechik house and waited fer her to get ready coz she is catching a moviee with aidil . i wanna watch too !!! ..
then i smsed handsome boy , suddently i argue with him . he saed sorry but i didnt reply . gosh . i still feel unlucky to get this handsome boi..

wenta j8 and bought a sleeping bag + sandals . yeay . wenta home while kechik go and meet aidil.
i was supposed to meet someone i wont say who .

okayy. i wont carry on . i hate it . the plan doesnt werk . so i aint writing a single thing that happened . i hate last cabin !!

im gonna miss tomoro photoshoot . arghhh !!!! hate it !

good bye pple . im leaving fer camp ..

[[today my blog is like shit. no excitement wad so ever . i hate it]]

the different sides of me

2006-03-05T16:58:00.009+08:00

WAhaha. wad a face there .

I looked blur . liyanaezzaty , liyana kechik & nana.

during Dinner and Dance . so purple ..

The saxophonies 05'

I miss raizan //
thats us before the fashion show.170106 .Phunk bar .

okayy . done fer todayy .

dog jawsss??!

2006-03-05T16:58:00.008+08:00

heyya . 2 person found out my little secret affairs . but the ferst person is just suspecting it while the other one knows almost everything . shhh . but it doesnt matter . that guy is getting out of hands !! [ i hate this . but how do i say no ? ]

anyways , sectional today suck and suck and suck . 2 pathetic pple only showed up . and then i had my sectional sitting down . then i quit , n ask shima to take that 'oh-my-god kumar !!' then i end up wandering around the level .[ such a useless sl ] .15 mins later , i came back to them and did sectional tshirt .
khairil is very irritating . but not regretting of choosing him as my next sl .
no no.

on my way home , i then remembered i have maths tuition at 7 pm with mr lee at amk library and promised to meet idiot at 6.50 pm . but the princess with the pink skirt were 5 mins late !! but it doesnt matter . hahas. the tuition was okayy . i think we talked crap more than we actually studied .hahs .on the way home , i tried to do the dog jaw trick thing to idiot , but i end up bitting idiot finger instead . hahs !! practice makes prefect . woof !!

and damn .. have been 3 days since i last contact clinton . miss him a lil . . those times at town, muhamad sultan road and bukit panjang.. nvm .. lets move on (:

i passed my maths testt!!!

2006-03-05T16:58:00.007+08:00

I PASSED MY MATHSS!!

huahua. im proud of myself .

i scored 19.5/25 fer my maths test which i studied very hard for . i wanna make a difference in my maths . i can do it bebeh !!

special thanks to :
mr wong
elroy
yong jie
moley-moley (:

thanks for the great encouragement you have given me . thanks dude . you're an angle . i will study really hard . (:

okay okay .today is thursday , 5.22 pm . and im at home . sitting comfortably on my chair infront of my computer . do u get it ? im not in band !! hahas . i got ths really freaking stomach ache in school . and i wanted to go home quick to do my research . im doing ...

oh ya . yesterday when i was at delifrance talking to my ex-boss , a guy named dely msg me . want to kenal2 with me . must be elfian who gave my no. to him . mayb because im too tall for him . guys guyss ..getting shorter and shorter ..tsk tsk tskk...

abg kiki asked me out to a holiday with him ..to thailand . ohh gosh . wad is he thinkingg !!

BIG momma's house 2 !!

2006-03-05T16:58:00.003+08:00

Okay .
08032006 is the date today .
i wenta watch movie with shah ..
Big moma's house .
superrr great .
played pool after that .
i totally suck at it .
he didnt teach me properly on how to play .
i hate it .
walked from plaza singapura to far east .
he bullied me and ask me to folk out 1 buck to buy drink .
took bus 132 back home .
reached home at 11.45 .
mom was of coz , noisy .
she's not allowing me to go fer the dragon boat .
so shud i go the audition then ?
haiyaaaaaaaaaa...........
think liyana . THINK !!!

my blog today is colourful

2006-03-05T16:58:00.002+08:00

for the ferst tyme ths week , i failed to bring my breakfast to school . silly mother . when i was about to leave the house then she ask me if i wanna tapao some bread to sch .

[[hey , they filled up my empty stomach will waiting fer reccess oKAY !!]]

then in class, whenever i asked elroy fer the date today , he will always reply , '' today's date is .. x . i . n . n . i . n .g . AND tomorrows dat is also the same . and that goes for the next day after tommorrow and the next next day after that day and it continues forever ........''

well , i had my maths test just noww . okay , the first question was like breaking my brains into pieces . and its like 1 mark question . and i skipped that . that moment i felt really afraid coz i wasnt confident to do the easy easy question but was more confident doing the 6 marks questions. i DID try to do them . i took a peek at elroys paper and .. so far so good :) hehe . !! in the end , i found out that the ans to that 1 mark question is like just above the question .
-_- ''

well , farhana saw ''that guy'' and told me that he is very handsome and that im such a lucky gerl . LUCKYY??!! oh my gawd . unluckly lahs . and today is the longest day when he took the longest glance at me . hahas . lets see how long ths whole thing will last yea ..

today russell told me that he is having doubts abt her gf . and he wants to make her jealous . okayy , its really irritating . the way he kept talking to me just to make her jealous . BREAK WITH HER IF YOU DONT LOVE HER ,DUDE!!
he kept telling me that he wants to love me and bla bla bla ... but i cant even tell whether he is serious or wad . thats why i dun take it seriously . keep trying boi !!

today band practise suck a little . drills and gimmicks again !!! tmr , im gonna scream at khairil for not showing up fer band . dissapointed in him siaa !!

oh yaa ..today theres ths guy name elfian . oh goshh. look so alike with asyraf . he wants to get to know me better . shud i give him a try ????
hmm..

050306

2006-03-05T16:58:00.001+08:00

cant believed that i started a blog . maybe becoz im bored right now . besides , im sick of typing my daily stuff in my handphone calender . coz i found it no use . gonna cut my line soon . stupid bill . haix. im sooo out of money since i stop werking .

basically , fer pple who have no idea about me , let me tell you . im studing fer my n level . i do modelling and i go for drama class . to bad i didnt managed to go fer the stage drama . their practice is like on tues and thurs and on that same day i have band practice[i play the saxophone]] . ths saturday , 13 march , they are having modelling comp and i cant go coz of band practice .. argh !!

currently in love with clinton . but we are not together . gosh , he is such a busy man . PRINCE CLINTON , i love you . and at the same time since clinton is so busy , im currently having a crush on someone . wont say who . hahas . im so cheeky . im so gay . ???? okay end here . (: